How can I get Almond back ??? :'(

My Almond died , violated by the fucking lorry , 1 November 2010 - 30 November 2010 , Almond was 2 months , i'm gonna miss Almond , it left many memories . what do i have now , only Cashew and Hazel . I promise i would not this happens again , maybe this is my fault , I AM TOO CARELESS !!! i can't stop crying . now , he sleeping in the ground . his mom , Kachang is looking for him , she looks upset . where can i get my Almond back ??? :'(